~ WhaT A CoinciDencE ~

Today... I know my exam result for the anti-drug officers [known also as D. A. R.E. in USA]..
I fail in "THE EXAM"... so, maybe get next chance to work in the government sector...
I pray for it (^_^) form now on I just continue my work as a teacher... but......

I need to find my GOAL....

FOCUS...
VISION...
DREAM...

AFTER I GRADUATE I LOST

• MY GOAL
• MY FOCUS
• MY VISION
• MY DREAM.....all this are NOT CLEAR..
  

BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT AFTER THAT...

SUDDENLY...
I found a blog that make me.. think deep about myself... for about a year I lost...
...I just flow through...and follow my surrounding environment without notice I can explore more and find my own way...

NOW... I need to find a new GOAL..FOCUS..VISION.. DREAM...


Thanks to your post..

http://selamattinggal.blogspot.com/

Letting Go of Anger

"You can accept/reject the way you are treated by other people. But until you HEAL THE WOUNDS OF YOUR PAST, you will continue to bleed. you can bandage the bleeding with food, with work, with alcohol, with drugs, with cigarettes, but eventually, it will all ooze through & stain your life...
YOU MUST FIND A STRENGTH to open the wounds, stick your hand inside, pull out the core of pain hat is holding you in the past, the memories & make peace with them" [Iyanla Vanzant]

http://www.oprah.com/oprahs-lifeclass/Oprahs-Lifeclass-Webcast-Day-Two-Anger-with-Iyanla-Vanzant-Video

What Can I Do For Someone?

This is my boring time ever since I graduate.... the time that you don't need to go to work because it's school holiday...(I'm a substitute teacher).. 3 weeks has pass.. 1 month holiday to go... Have NO idea at all what to do with a lot of time...

Need a plan first:

1. Recite Al-Quran every day
   
2. I think I would love to learn Japanese language...
3. Improve my guitar lesson.
4. .........
5. ...............
   

But....Recently, I just have a time listening a Japanese Song...
I like Japanese more than Korean..(All my sister's like Korean) don't know why..
maybe because their (Japanese) positive culture and ethic catch my heart..




The Meaning:

Someone told me
That God is always behind us
Yes, giving love equally
To everybody

From the day I was born
To this day
I’ve been wrapped gently
In that warmth
Like the sun’s rays

We are living
For someone
What can I
Do for someone?

When you encounter sadness, close your eyes
And focus on your back
You’ll feel someone watching over it warmly
And know that you’re being protected...

Love is a chain reaction
Like the way
The trees sway
When a seasonal wind
Blows

We can’t
Live alone
Someone’s there for you
I’m there for you

We are living
For someone
What can I
Do for someone?

For someone
For someone
That’s why we’re born
And become happy

Until the day
All wars are gone
And the world unites
I will sing
Instead of watching stupid wars
On the news
I will sing
And make my voice heard

~went to visit Adam~

On Sunday, driving car with my mother and her friends to visit Adam and Syafiq at SDAR, Seremban , Negeri 9..... Feel a little boring after 5-8 hours in the car.. my mom "Umi" driving first from perlis t0 perak after that I take over from Simpang Pulai, perak stright to Negeri Sembilan...

Hava a program between teachers and student that going to take Malaysian open exam.. "PMR & SPM"...











With my younger "Bro".. he feel a little bit down because just come back from a Seminar...
In the program he has chance to sit in a group with student from other school.. especially girls... as we all know if a boy meet a any girl usually they want to show off their ability... hehehe... Know he back at school that all boys... that's why he feel a little bit lazy.... You need to focus Bro... exam is around the corner just 1 month...



All the best see you soon!!!

" Very.very.. Busy"

Hai, Asslamu'alaikum, my life now a little bit busy, it's been about 3 month I don't up date my blog. During ramadhan month I got sick fever for 3-4 days and during the 10 days before it's over, I vomiting after I break my fast... It's really hurt.. All knows...
Just have a simple Aidilfitri with family and friends..
In September I lost one of my student in accident.. the sad and painful mood continue.. until now..

" To all My FrienD "

close my eyes and feel your mind
time has passed
I walk like a shadow
never knew
what I am going through
you touch my hand and take my breath away

whisper on the wind so softly
let the bright stars fill our dreams with love
reach for your hand (you're holding my key)
and you show me the way

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one

all the tears that haunt my past
you promised
it'll be better tomorrow
play that song
you and I listened to
and let it gently ease our pain

tender rain drops from the blue sky
flowers blooming, life is so divine
like sunlight on a stream (you're holding my key)
you show the world to me

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

so much love in this beautiful world
search for the brightest star in the sky
you will find the meaning of love
don't be afraid (don't be afraid), just be yourself (just be yourself)
we need this love... I've never knew

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one

~Motivasi @ Dimanipulasi~

Mudah mudahan i=kita tergolong di dalam kelompok orang yang MEMOTIVASIKAN diri, ini amat penting sekali kerana jarang-jarang kita berfikir mengeluarkan perkataan secara langsung @ tidak langsung memperlemahkan diri sendiri.... ade makanisma berfikir yang harus kita teliti sebahagian besar DIPENGARUHI OLEH MOTIVASI, jika orang itu berbuat sesuatu tergerak dari hati itu bermaksud bermotivasi... tapi kalau orang bergerak dipaksa namanya DIMANIPULASI...