Isnin, 2 Januari 2012

# To My Mother #



Hi Mother, Dear Mother, how are you doing?
Sorry I haven’t called recently, I’m getting by okay…
*Your body is small and so are your hands
White hairs are mixed in and you’ve grown more genial
But to me you’re still bigger than anything, stronger than anyone
I want to tell my kids about this love that supported me

Even though I grow impatient when I’m near you
When you’re far away from me I grow lonely
That’s who you are to me, you can cut through any problem and solve it
And you have the most patience and toughness of anyone I know
You would always be concerned over my well-being before your own

Cooking, doing the laundry, cleaning, raising a child
You even worked during your free time
You would only require things from the lowest places
I didn’t understand even though it was so obvious
It wasn’t until I started living by myself that I understood
Whenever I think of how much you’ve accomplished
And how hard it must have been, I feel like I can try my best today

(Repeat*)

I’d say, “Wake me up at seven a.m.”
And you would wake me up right on time
But I would be unfair to you
And say the words “shut up” while I was still half-asleep
This was the daily routine
You never made one tired face
And woke me up every day
Warmer and more accurately than any alarm clock

But then one day I skipped school and said, “I don’t wanna go”
I wouldn’t leave my futon and you stood in front of me
Hid your face with both hands and cried loudly
I also felt sad and cried
At that time I blamed myself wondering, “How could I be so stupid?”

Your body is small and so are your hands
White hairs are mixed in and you’ve grown more genial
But to me you’re still bigger than anything, stronger than anyone
I give you thanks for this love that supported me, my mother

I know there’s nothing more painful in the world
Than a parent burying their child
So I’ll make sure it never happens
Even if I only live one second longer than you
I’ll make sure of it…

I’m glad I’m your child
I’m glad you’re my mother
And that won’t ever change
It won’t ever change for all time
Because I am the very image of you…

(Repeat*)

Be my mother forever
Be well forever
You still have one more job left to do
And that’s to accept your son’s love and respect for you…

Jumaat, 23 Disember 2011

~ WhaT A CoinciDencE ~


Today... I know my exam result for the anti-drug officers [known also as D. A. R.E. in USA]..
I fail in "THE EXAM"... so, maybe get next chance to work in the government sector...
I pray for it (^_^) form now on I just continue my work as a teacher... but......


I need to find my GOAL....
FOCUS...
VISION...
DREAM...


AFTER I GRADUATE I LOST
  • MY GOAL
  • MY FOCUS
  • MY VISION
  • MY DREAM.....all this are NOT CLEAR..



BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT AFTER THAT...

SUDDENLY...
I found a blog that make me.. think deep about myself... for about a year I lost...
...I just flow through...and follow my surrounding environment without notice I can explore more and find my own way...

NOW... I need to find a new GOAL..FOCUS..VISION.. DREAM...


Thanks to your post..

http://selamattinggal.blogspot.com/


Jumaat, 2 Disember 2011

Letting Go of Anger


"You can accept/reject the way you are treated by other people. But until you HEAL THE WOUNDS OF YOUR PAST, you will continue to bleed. you can bandage the bleeding with food, with work, with alcohol, with drugs, with cigarettes, but eventually, it will all ooze through & stain your life...
YOU MUST FIND A STRENGTH to open the wounds, stick your hand inside, pull out the core of pain hat is holding you in the past, the memories & make peace with them" [Iyanla Vanzant]

http://www.oprah.com/oprahs-lifeclass/Oprahs-Lifeclass-Webcast-Day-Two-Anger-with-Iyanla-Vanzant-Video

Khamis, 1 Disember 2011

What Can I Do For Someone?

This is my boring time ever since I graduate.... the time that you don't need to go to work because it's school holiday...(I'm a substitute teacher).. 3 weeks has pass.. 1 month holiday to go... Have NO idea at all what to do with a lot of time...

Need a plan first:

  1. Recite Al-Quran every day
  2. I think I would love to learn Japanese language...
  3. Improve my guitar lesson.
  4. .........
  5. ...............

But....Recently, I just have a time listening a Japanese Song...
I like Japanese more than Korean..(All my sister's like Korean) don't know why..
maybe because their (Japanese) positive culture and ethic catch my heart..




The Meaning:

Someone told me
That God is always behind us
Yes, giving love equally
To everybody

From the day I was born
To this day
I’ve been wrapped gently
In that warmth
Like the sun’s rays

We are living
For someone
What can I
Do for someone?

When you encounter sadness, close your eyes
And focus on your back
You’ll feel someone watching over it warmly
And know that you’re being protected...

Love is a chain reaction
Like the way
The trees sway
When a seasonal wind
Blows

We can’t
Live alone
Someone’s there for you
I’m there for you

We are living
For someone
What can I
Do for someone?

For someone
For someone
That’s why we’re born
And become happy

Until the day
All wars are gone
And the world unites
I will sing
Instead of watching stupid wars
On the news
I will sing
And make my voice heard

Isnin, 3 Oktober 2011

~went to visit Adam~




On Sunday, driving car with my mother and her friends to visit Adam and Syafiq at SDAR, Seremban , Negeri 9..... Feel a little boring after 5-8 hours in the car.. my mom "Umi" driving first from perlis t0 perak after that I take over from Simpang Pulai, perak stright to Negeri Sembilan...

Hava a program between teachers and student that going to take Malaysian open exam.. "PMR & SPM"...











With my younger "Bro".. he feel a little bit down because just come back from a Seminar...
In the program he has chance to sit in a group with student from other school.. especially girls... as we all know if a boy meet a any girl usually they want to show off their ability... hehehe... Know he back at school that all boys... that's why he feel a little bit lazy.... You need to focus Bro... exam is around the corner just 1 month...



All the best see you soon!!!

Sabtu, 1 Oktober 2011

" Very.very.. Busy"

Hai, Asslamu'alaikum, my life now a little bit busy, it's been about 3 month I don't up date my blog. During ramadhan month I got sick fever for 3-4 days and during the 10 days before it's over, I vomiting after I break my fast... It's really hurt.. All knows...
Just have a simple Aidilfitri with family and friends..
In September I lost one of my student in accident.. the sad and painful mood continue.. until now..

Jumaat, 29 Julai 2011

" To all My FrienD "




close my eyes and feel your mind

time has passed
I walk like a shadow
never knew
what I am going through
you touch my hand and take my breath away

whisper on the wind so softly
let the bright stars fill our dreams with love
reach for your hand (you're holding my key)
and you show me the way

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one

all the tears that haunt my past
you promised
it'll be better tomorrow
play that song
you and I listened to
and let it gently ease our pain

tender rain drops from the blue sky
flowers blooming, life is so divine
like sunlight on a stream (you're holding my key)
you show the world to me

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

so much love in this beautiful world
search for the brightest star in the sky
you will find the meaning of love
don't be afraid (don't be afraid), just be yourself (just be yourself)
we need this love... I've never knew

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one
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